25/11/10

It was a bad day for me !

At first,I almost overslept this morning.

I woke up late this morning,about 25 minutes.

On class,I draw lot for next week SBL lesson teammate.

SBL is a very challenging lesson.

That is about apply the nursing skill as realitics.

High experience,skillful is really expected for SBL.

If not,will be panic until dont know what to do.

Unfortunately,I team with Mr.H,顶~~

Can someone safe me from this situation?

Mr.D,can you??Hopefully you can,but,I will not request you de.

So,the percentage is very very very low.

Then,never mind lor.Just accept it,there is no choice for me.

(Although,I still hope someone can safe me)

I have to be very very diligent,skillful,steady and 醒目 on that day.

I am in the terrible worrying situation.

I even can't imagine what will I be on that day.

Crying out??

Shit la~~~

The next one is my Presentation.

My HS1085 Family And Community Health's ICA.

Damn sad about it.

I feel terrible and damn anger about that.

Why always be like that.

The power point's slides always done by last minute b4 the presentation.

After assign the slides,just only have about 10 minutes to "know" it.

Be a friend with it.Say hello to it,and Understand it.

How can I manage to do that.

Somemore,that is need me present in English.

My English so poor.Somemore,I totally can't talk smoothly even thinking while I am panic.

That was like a perfomance which never prepare and rehearsal.

How terrible is it for me.

"Kanasai(s)" are appear on my mind.

I said KNS when I am angry.

I said KNS when I unsatisfied.

I said KNS after presentation.

I said KNS always today~~~!

Poor HuiLing~~

This few days,that people's shadow appeared on my mind oftenly.

His face.His look.His style...

But,there was something quite confuse me.

I am worrying that something will really happened on me.

I failed to advise myself to be wise.

I failed to advise myself to be who am I.

I failed to explan/understand what I did,sometimes.

SO...............

Recently,I sensed somethingssss...

I would like to find the answer.

But,there are still got other consideration need to be concerned.

But,the answer is quite obvious which showing to me.

I think my six sense accuracy will be high enogh. XD

I am going to donate blood tomorrow.

But,I scare I failed to do so.

Because,I am worry my blood vein not large enough and disqualified.

Many of my friend were disqualified by this reason.

Tomorrow is my first try,hope that will be my first time too.

I think that is so meaningful if I am able donate blood to someone for saving their life.

It is a proud for me.

I am a future nurse what~~~

Start the little responsible from now ba.muahahaha

*Donate blood is not part of job for nurses,paiseh ooo*

Donate blood ! Someone safe me ! Donate blood ! Someone safe me !

Wish soooooo.....

Lynn