So UNRESPONSIBLE !

I online again!!!Why? It is due to VERY UNRESPONSIBLE TEACHER and made me want to type this blog!!
Very damn it !! Very hate !!! Don't know is which teacher's fault and make this BIG mistake!! Don't know whether is subject teacher's fault or form teacher's fault !!

God ahhhh!!!
my BIO's marks is 51 , very poor already la !!
When teacher give us the slip keputusan today, OMG , my mark is became 32!! fail!!!
I demanded teacher to do the correction on it!!
Although the correction is made but only on the slip !!
The mark which sent to lembaga peperikasaan cannot be changed already!
So,although my mark is changed but i also fail on lembaga peperiksaan's record !!
I wanna to cry !! {I cry today ..wuwu...I cry again~~what i promise to my dear friend is broken..I broke my promise..but very sorry..i'm very sad,i cannot control it...sorry!}
You know that mark is not very easy to get !
17 marks = 34 marks on the question paper!!
If you say it so easily ,you get it for me la !!!
What a unresponsible teacher !!
Is you mark it slow and make all things last minute and became unchangable !!
This fault is belong to who ?
Me arr ? {Of course not me !!}
Many people say that trial exam's result very important..It's like a insurance any "ACCIDENT " happen ~~

Now, i don't know what can I do~~
I don't know who can help me~~
I don't know what a bad luck to me ~~
I don't know what effect i will receive for the future...(i hope it will not happen)
I don't care about my mark is reduce from 51 to 40 when face the unchangeable situation~~
BUT!! I care when my mark from PASS change to FAIL !!!
That's very terrible for me !!! You know????
How should I explain to my dad and mum?
If i say cannot change, my dad and mum may blame me why me so stupid and didn't argue with teacher...
Teacher,are you bully me ??

Now,nothing can do again~~~
I just can face all of it....
Feeling very umcomfortable now !!

Teachers,pls don't be lazy next time and from now...If not,there will many people also will same with me !!
Please take the EDUCATION JOB as careful and diligently!!
{I didn't mentioned any teacher, i know some teachers is very good and very hardworking but some....}

Try very hard to calm myself down~~
I will remember my promise ....I will not cry easily next time~~~
Try very hard to feel comfortable~~

~PAUSE~

I think there should pause all the things to prepare my big event---SPM..
That's does'nt mean that i'm hardworking,i just want to put my last effort on it and i just want to try my very best to get somethings...
I am not a clever student,therefore,i just wanna try my very best to do everythings...
I hope i would not regret one day...
All the things should pause especialy is ONLINE..
For me,i cannot revise at all if i on9...
I hope i can control myself to stop it...
AND...my lovely television program...
I need to forget about you ~~I love TV very much nia~~
But!!I promise,i will watch television program until kisiao after SPM...wakaka...
{so,TV,don't be sad,i will return to you after SPM}
However,i will NOT use all the time to revise !
I will break and breath...
I will learn to LAZY too...
So,don't worry...i will not be crazy b4 the exam..
kakaxx...

This few days,i thought deeply ...
I thought about us...
I hope that the things in my mind is not true for us~~
You may not know what i talking about.
I think we cannot so close as before...
Maybe there's a wrong decison from me start from beginning~~
You and me ,should have a distance~~
We just can be like that? Who will know？

Conclusion:I will not on line for a period of time...

Wishes all my friends all the best..

Especially for my 5A9/2009 classmates...

Friendship forever yea~~~

*Share A Song*真实*AMei

你说的话 在我心中生了根

爱得很深 所以心很疼

记忆 在我的心中翻滚

是不是每一个人

都像我一样笨

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍

我能感觉 另外一个人

我等 等笑容换成泪痕

爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

太多疑问 知道答案又如何

原来容忍不需要天份

只要爱错一个人

心痛比快乐更真实

爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次

一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子

放不开 也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子

I Believe

最近，我从听回一首歌~~

那首歌在我的音乐库里也有一段时间了~~

它也不是什么新歌~~

那就是 绚香 (Ayaka Daisuke )的I Believe...

我很喜欢~~

この胸の中に隠れてる

不安のうず

目の前にある 自分の进むべき

道はどれか

人に流されてた日々

そんな自分に「さよなら」

I believe myself 信じることで

全てが始まる気がするの

I believe myself あたたかい光は

まちがっちゃいない 歩いて行こう

I believe

伪りの中でウソの微(え)み浮かべて

生きる人を

幼き自分と重ねて见て

ため息つく

どんな色にも染まらない