Time...
There are just many matters happened recently.
All the matters come in one shoot.
Sometimes,I will be feel like am I in the jungle?
I can't see myself.
I can't feel myself.
Sometimes,I don't know what am i doing?
Or,what i did whether is correct.
I am worry.
WORRY is the best word to describe my feeling now.
It is not a simple worry to academic as I expressed at Facebook.
There are plenty of worries in my heart.
I wish to share my load.
But,I lost the ability/courage to say it out as what i did before,i guess.
I don't know how to say and express myself in someway.
It can be concluded in simple way is,I am worry!
Yesterday was ShuangYi birthday.
I know she was very happy for her day.
We had dinner with her at Bel Pasto.
I will be giving my best wishes to her,my best sis in my heart.
We had the chance gather together and chit chat until 1.00am midnight in her house.
I don't know how to share my worries.
I got the feeling like don't want to say it out.
It is like,everybody having some the problems.Yesterday was apple turn to say out.
Then,I better be a listener.
Somehow I don't know how to say.
Time is making me feel like this helpless.
It is like doesn't matter how hard are you working for something.
"Something" is deserved to someone and will not bel0ng to you forever!
Maybe it is too early to say it and I havent reach the time for collect the fruit yet.
I am simply helpless.
I am simply losing in my way.
And...
I have plenty of worries in myself.
