Something about LOVE

夜深了，是写blog的好时光。
在夜里，总是想的比较多。
尤其是一个人的深夜。
这阵子，身边的朋友都向我提起爱情。
我认识它吗？
应该吧~~
好笑的是
竟然有人说
“慧玲，其实你喜欢谁啊？”
“希望你跟某人在一起”
“希望有人在背后支持你”
“你那么爱哭，希望有人愿意给你肩膀”
其实还蛮好笑的。
那些我都希望阿。
可是，不是说要就要的阿。
那些奇怪的问题要我怎么回答阿？
我自己也不知道答案。
其实很羡慕其他一对一对的朋友。
他们都有很爱自己的那一位。

这个阶段的我，只好等吧~
等待那位神秘嘉宾。
至于几时会出现？
什么时候才到他上台？
是个未知数。

我，没有任何的抗拒。
只是，真的还没遇到。
我，会期待。

还是，已经出现了？
只是我还没看见？
那希望我别错过吧。

*明天会更好*

25/11/10

It was a bad day for me !

At first,I almost overslept this morning.

I woke up late this morning,about 25 minutes.

On class,I draw lot for next week SBL lesson teammate.

SBL is a very challenging lesson.

That is about apply the nursing skill as realitics.

High experience,skillful is really expected for SBL.

If not,will be panic until dont know what to do.

Unfortunately,I team with Mr.H,顶~~

Can someone safe me from this situation?

Mr.D,can you??Hopefully you can,but,I will not request you de.

So,the percentage is very very very low.

Then,never mind lor.Just accept it,there is no choice for me.

(Although,I still hope someone can safe me)

I have to be very very diligent,skillful,steady and 醒目 on that day.

I am in the terrible worrying situation.

I even can't imagine what will I be on that day.

Crying out??

Shit la~~~

The next one is my Presentation.

My HS1085 Family And Community Health's ICA.

Damn sad about it.

I feel terrible and damn anger about that.

Why always be like that.

The power point's slides always done by last minute b4 the presentation.

After assign the slides,just only have about 10 minutes to "know" it.

Be a friend with it.Say hello to it,and Understand it.

How can I manage to do that.

Somemore,that is need me present in English.

My English so poor.Somemore,I totally can't talk smoothly even thinking while I am panic.

That was like a perfomance which never prepare and rehearsal.

How terrible is it for me.

"Kanasai(s)" are appear on my mind.

I said KNS when I am angry.

I said KNS when I unsatisfied.

I said KNS after presentation.

I said KNS always today~~~!

Poor HuiLing~~

This few days,that people's shadow appeared on my mind oftenly.

His face.His look.His style...

But,there was something quite confuse me.

I am worrying that something will really happened on me.

I failed to advise myself to be wise.

I failed to advise myself to be who am I.

I failed to explan/understand what I did,sometimes.

SO...............

Recently,I sensed somethingssss...

I would like to find the answer.

But,there are still got other consideration need to be concerned.

But,the answer is quite obvious which showing to me.

I think my six sense accuracy will be high enogh. XD

I am going to donate blood tomorrow.

But,I scare I failed to do so.

Because,I am worry my blood vein not large enough and disqualified.

Many of my friend were disqualified by this reason.

Tomorrow is my first try,hope that will be my first time too.

I think that is so meaningful if I am able donate blood to someone for saving their life.

It is a proud for me.

I am a future nurse what~~~

Start the little responsible from now ba.muahahaha

*Donate blood is not part of job for nurses,paiseh ooo*

Donate blood ! Someone safe me ! Donate blood ! Someone safe me !

Wish soooooo.....

Lynn

=Wake Up=

There is about 20+ days never update for my blog here.

Actually,i did not have time to update.

Why?

Because I wasted my time currently.

I wasted to SLEEP!I wasted to play!WTF that i did ?

Since few weeks ago,I felt low energy already.

I did badly in everythings.

I did not make use of my precious time.

I did not make use of my second SEM's time.

I felt regret badly and deeply.

Now...

I awake already.

Thank for someone to "remind" and "wake me up" indirectly.

Seriously,they were not encouraged me !

That's I found something bad from them.

I realised that I am such an idiot and did nothing this currently.WTF!

It's seem like I was dreaming among this period.

Because of them,I realised that I cannot continue waste my time again.

Because of them,I realised that I need to improve.

Because of them,I know that I cannot be so quiet again.

Because of them,I have to start fighting now.

Because of them,I AWAKE !

Because of them,I know that I have to prove myself to them.

So...

I need HARDWORKING

I need BRAVE

I need DETERMINATION

I need STRENGTH

I need ENERGY

Don't leave me aside please.

I have to start the preparing for my fight!

That will be a long term fighting.

The 5 components above,I need you all forever!

Remember,

YOU will be my LOSER !

Don't ever try to enrage me !

But,you did it !

aka aka fighting!!!Just do it !!