How is today ?

Today is my 1088 ChildBearing Presentation.

We done our power point slides quite late.

I feel nervous for every presentation.

That's me.Hope that i didnt make my groupmate in trouble.

I felt sad and dissapointed to my perfomance.

Huh~~sobsob.

The lecturer asked individual one question.

My turn,i did quite badly.

Huh~~~Seem like I was so nervous and cant think.

I missed the first answer,however,I try to answer for second answer.

That answer seem like everyone in the class dont know the answer.

When we strugling,I remember that answer suddenly.

I managed to answer the question correctly.

My classmate also dont know that is the answer.

The whole class give me a big clap.

However,I didnt feel that i did well.

I missed the chance for answering at first.

I took a longest period to answer the question.

I really feeling sad now.

I treat this module as very important.

But,my performance really bad to that.

The moment I stand there listen to the question,thinking for the answer and trying answer the question,I really helpless.

Lecturer don't allow us refer to any notes and someone help to answer.

At that moment,I was standing infront of the class seat and sweating there.

I really scared.

I dont know what should I answer.

Finally,I able to answer the second that lecturer expect from me.

But,I am really upset,dissapointed to myself.

p/s: acupuncture vs aromatherapy

I will remember these two words.

18-01-11

18days of January 2011 had gone.

These 18days,I had been very busy even stress.

The first week,I went to for my Hepatitis B last dose injection,managed my personal problem,

bought CNY's new clothes,met up with my aunt,went to Harbour Front(Aeroline).

Overall,I had been going back home late this whole week.

Although it is sweat-ful,but,I gained a lot experiences for this week.

Actually,I almost been carry out everything by own.

I went to injection myself,I went to shopping at New Look at Somerset for buying CNY clothes by own,I went to find my Aeroline bus stand at Harbour Front myself also.

Maybe that's called independent. .

For my second week,I was busy for my ICA Presentation,Health Assessment Test,settle my housing problem.

I was desperate for my housing last week.

I felt really helpless.

It's seem like we can settle it.It is a tough work for everyone like us.

We are student,we have our budget limit.

We cant get a very nice,awesome room due to our budget.

What a sad things.

We even went to Tampines for viewing room.

That's nice and the price is really okay but the time spent drives us crazy.

One hour ++ is needed for going there and same to back from Tampines.

If we really stay there,we shall be crazy before the study drives us crazy.

Honestly,I am very admire the ppls who staying at Tampines,Simei,or Pasir Ris and studying at Nanyang Polytechinc.

How determine are they....

Spending a long time going to school and spending a long time back home after school.

Some of them also participate in CCA and finished at 8pm for days.

They are amazing !

Finally,we found a room at Ang Mo Kio,Blk 608.

We will be staying there since 12/2/11.

So,after CNY,I have to start packaging my heavy stuffs.

Last Sunday,I followed my roomate,Caryn went to her church.

I got the opportunity to know a lot of her friends.

But,maybe is my problem.

I felt shy.I was not really comfortable with her friends.

I am not suitable at that kind of situation.

But,it is a good chance to know more new friends.

I felt glad to meet them.

I dont know i will be going next time or not.

But,I am quite shy...really~

Chinese New Year is around the corner.It is about 16 days to go.

There is a thick and heavy of CNY feel around.

All the red color stuffs,biscuits,clothes.

Wao....excited...I cant wait for going back also.

But,about two more weeks to go.

This week,I will be having my ChildBearing ICA Presentation,Wound dressing assessment.

This Saturday also is my BIRTHDAY !!!!

But,it's seem like nobody will treat it as important date.

Although,I should not expect anyone celebrate for me.

Because,I am not a special ppl.Just simple.

So,I will be having my birthday as normal as I can.

As I can get the blessing and wishes,it is enough and good~

=)

For next week,my last Sociology ICA Presentation.

I am very worry about that.It is because that lecturer seem like will not take it easy.

Hope that we pass through it easily~

Worry=(

Semestral exam is coming.It's start at 17/2/11.

Scary event.I have to work hard start form now~

My aim:GPA 3.5/4.0

I hope that I named in director list also~

p/s:Waiting for CNY !

♥Goodbye 2010 & Hello 2011♥

2010年已经过去了~

2010年是我的十八岁。

2010这一年，总算过得平平凡凡。

但是平凡中有点改变。

我以为我会在这年考上驾照。

但是，没有。

我以为这SPM成绩出后，我会继续Form 6。

结果，也没有。

2010年，我得到很好的机会去新加坡读书的机会。

结果，我去了。

2010年，我开始成为新加坡的外地学生。

2010年，我离开家人，自己一人在新加坡读书，生活。

2010年，我读护理的第一年。

2010年，我的第一次到医院的attachment.

2010年，我开始了常听大学生的“presentation”。

2010年，第一次坐飞机去新加坡，来回。

2010年，第一次从新加坡坐火车回来。

2010年，第一次坐巴士，来回新加坡。

2010年，是我开始常常emo的一年。

2010年，是我常常觉得孤独的一年。

2010年，完全与乐队很少接触的一年。

2010年，我哭最多的一年。

2010年，我觉得家人对我来说很重要的一年。

2010年，开始懂得想家的一年。

2010年，开始想要拥有爱情的一年。

2010年，知道爱情不能太心急的一年。

2010年，可以自己一个人坐飞机，坐巴士回来马来西亚。

2010年，第一次参加朋友的教堂活动。

e.t.c

应该还有吧~我也不记得了。

heloooo 2011,新的一年，新的生活~

我希望在这2011年里，依然可以顺顺利利。

我最大的愿望就是家人身体健康，出入平安。

希望我的学业顺顺利利，心想事成。

明天就要回去新加坡继续冲了。

每一次到这一刻，一定会不舍得。

但是，我依然还未习惯。

回到去，我的日子会很忙。

很多presentation,skill test,semestral exam.

连续三个星期都有presentation.

我要好好加油~

还有什么open house,要duty~

然后呢，又要找房子~

希望我顺顺利利找到房子~~

说真的，找房子这回事，我遇到蛮多挫折的。

我要加油！！

祝所以身边的家人，朋友们HAPPY NEW YEAR !

大家心想事成~

lynn